It has been silently creeping into my system.
Much, much intense compared to those fear of not being able to pass papers or projects online, or passing/failing an examination.
It holds my eye on the future.
That's where my fear is rooting from.
I am scared, I don't know if I am going to the right step, right way, right destination.
I am afraid to disappoint not only my parents, but myself.
I am really lost right now.
Just when I thought I am already reaching what I want to accomplish,
it's getting farther from my hands.
I am so freaking out right now.
I do not want to be alone at this moment in my life.
I might collapse and have a hard time standing up.