falling for someone?

This is originally written in my multiply site.
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I met this guy.

Actually, I've known him already before, it's just that I finally get to be closer to him just recently.

Right now, he's all in my mind.

My friends can't help but notice my 'crazy-huge' smiles every time I talk about him or whenever I receive text messages from him.

It's true that when one door closes, another opens to new opportunities.

Sad thing is, he's already in a relationship.

And even if I discovered about it, I still like him.

Even if he is younger than me, I like him. My feelings didn't change.

But I know I have to set my own limitations to restrain myself from hurting too much.

I know the feeling of falling in and out of love.

And I hardly learn from what I've gone through before.

I am just letting God work His wonders, whatever He has in store for me, I'll wait.

But if it is this guy, then maybe he'll let him see that I'm just here.

If I'm in love with him, I can't admit yet. I'm on the edge and I don't know what to do.

To move forward or to back up.

But as of now, I'll treasure the friendship we have finally developed from the past days.

And that alone, I am happy. :)

from Yoshke :)

I got this interesting idea from a friend, Yoshke. And this turned out to be hilarious! :)

*google your first name into Google plus the word 'needs' and put in quotes. For example, (your name) needs. It is easy, then just post the 10 results and tag friends who will think this will be fun. I think it's fun, thanks Yoshke!

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1. Noah needs TO STOP BY MY PLACE AND PICK THE DOGS UP.
- I know I love dogs, but when was I a dog-sitter? Hehe.

2. Noah needs A PERMIT.
- for what? (thinks)

3. Noah needs PRAYERS TODAY.
- I really need 'em. My family needs them.

4. Noah needs YOUR DEMOS.
- Alright, show them to me! Now! :)

5. Noah needs TO MEET MY MAMA.
- My boyfriend's mama? Haha.

6. Noah needs A NEW WEBMASTER AND WEB MAINTENANCE CONTRACTOR.
- wow, bigtime!

7. Noah needs MORE TRAFFIC.
- Oh no, I don't! tsk tsk...

8. Noah needs A BAILOUT.
- not good. hehe...

9. Noah needs TO BUILD ANOTHER ARK.
- I like this one! Give me some time people! Haha.

10. Noah needs MORE ENERGY TO PLAY ROLE.
- somehow, I'm always feeling sleepy lately.

Into Deep

A bit informative results from an interesting quiz. Why don't you try it out too?

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Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.